Notions of life

Notions of life

8 years, 192 days ago

My biggest goal of my life is to grasp why everything is as it is. I meet people who show me how they are or close themselves. I realize that the balance of emotions is important. It slips away. I slip away. I'm glad to meet new people that are equally balance disturbed as I am. Not to measure me. But to mirror me.

I love the souls that are strong enough to show themselves, even though they are so fragile, if they are not understood. I am bewildered when souls try their fragility to hide.

On my walks I regard. Sometimes I talk to some. I listen, ask, tell. Then I make pictures, paintings, notes to record what endures for a long moment. The importance is volatile. The importance is variable. There is indeed only the importance of in the ultimate end to be understood.

So I am continuing the search to find what let me recognize. In my mind, the idea has baked, that the understanding can only be achieved through knowledge.

I let myself drift. I look at what I have encountered. I wonder why things develop, as they develop. I think about my moods, and about yours. And then I paint faces and red elephants. To escape from the confusion.

 

K.C.